i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is
i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is
I’m so fucking sick of bmi and “normal” weight and “overweight” and “underweight” and hip to weight ratio and calorie intake and beauty standards and expectations and all these fucking labels I hate all of it I just want to exist without being classified as too big or too small I just want to be
I was feeling okay I was feeling fucking okay everything was going good everything was fine I think I ruined it again everything’s making me feel bad again I don’t wanna feel like that again
well my mom’s not talking to me and i don’t know why the fuck is she mad about but it’s making me feel awful
Me, when the trauma symptoms are at bay and don’t hinder my quality of life: I’m a shitty abuse victim because I am not even visibly affected by the things that happened to me
Me, when visibly affected by my trauma: I’m a shitty abuse victim because I shouldn’t be reacting to abuse this violently, it wasn’t that bad anyway